"Perfectly · Flawed"

I haven't wrote in this in years. Thank you boyfriend for inspiring me. Yes an amazing new boyfriend who finally treats me right. Sweet as pie to me ;) I'm totally not use to the sweetness but I really like it. My own Lloyd Dobler hehe. I had an eventful night of reading all my old entries. Boy we're some of them silly. I like that my last one was from halloween 2 years ago. It was indeed a great night. I also loved how one I listed things that I would do if I had won the lottery and it really felt good to see that I have accomplished some of those things :) I didn't need the lottery to do some of my goals hehe :) We I had intentions of writing more but I has a phone calls.

I had the most amazing weekend!

My dog is very silly...Llama llama llama llama duck...

I am seeing Dashboard for the 6th time in September. Simply amazing. Uhh so its lonely without haveing Alicia around...please don't leave me ever again lol. It has only been 1 day lol. I have had way too much time by myself and I have done way too much thinking and now I'm feeling poopy, and I am writing in Lj clearly something is not right lol. I love my fisheye camera btw. I dont like working and not being able to do my own photography...I have been getting in touch with people from the past, I think it is a good idea? So far its been interesting catching up...ok I must stop before I start being dumb...

1) I feel alone still and it sucks.
2) I watched 2 movies tonight that is crazy for me (Grosse Pointe Blank with my husband and Running with Scissors).
3) I bought the cutest purse in the world today.
4) I paid off my credit cards and it was kind of a bummer but nice to know I'm not totally broke and I still get paid on friday.
5) I'm actually updating my livejounal.
6) My room is clean.
7) Still feel lonely...I think its the lack of males in my life now...
8) I don't have to work tomorrow.
9) I am watching Futurama and its funny.
10) Sarah Jessica Parker has a clothing line that comes out on thrusday so guess who is going shopping on friday...
11) I'm done.

You were a good dog even though I continually referred to you as fatass. At least you can be with Casey now...

THE SUICIDE MACHINES LYRICS

"Sometimes I Don't Mind"

There's something with the way you walk
There's something there that lights a spark inside of me
And it makes me want to sing - Makes me forget everything
There's something there inside your eyes
Lets me know you'd never lie - You fill me up and I know what you need
Do you know what you mean to me?

Well I watch you sleep sometimes and it feels like the first time
And you're always on my mind - Everyday is like the first day
And I talk to you sometimes even though you never talk back
And I buy you things sometimes 'cause I don't mind

There's something strange, I can't get mad
Even when you're being bad - just look at me, and I forget everything

I try but I can't be mean
You sit by me and I scratch your back
You lick my hands then I get a rash,
But that's okay - Because we, we are a team
You make a mess and then I clean

Well I watch you sleep sometimes and it feels like the first time
And you're always on my mind - Everyday is like the first day
And I talk to you sometimes even though you never talk back
And I buy you things sometimes 'cause I don't mind

There's something with the way you act
Makes me laugh when you chase the cats - You chase 'em around
And when it's close to feeding time, you stare at me and whine
You won't lay down, you'll hardly sit
I give you a bath when you smell like shit
But you don't mind - And we go out every now and then
And when you're done then we come back in

Well I watch you sleep sometimes and it feels like the first time
And you're always on my mind - Everyday is like the first day
And I talk to you sometimes even though you never talk back
And I buy you things sometimes 'cause I don't mind
Yeah I don't mind
Yeah I don't mind

We put up our christmas tree today. It's cute and I like it. I love the holidays but i hate them at work. It was crazy this weekend. If parents wouldnt be nuts it would be so bad. Alrighty peace out g's

I'm going to see HelloGoodbye and Reggie and the full effect tomorrow. That will be my 4th time seeing reggie. I'm excited. Brand New and Dashboard on Saturday. What an amazing week. Except Im super tired b/c i've been sick since last thursday :( maybe I just need some cowbell...oh well I will see Sarah on Saturday which I'm almost more excited about then any of these shows. I miss her too much...yup I think that about does it...

ME JAMES AND BECCA ARE GOING TO SEE DASHBOARD AND BRAND NEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FLOOR TICKETS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LIFE IS GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woo hoo! Btw sarah do not read this... Pittsburg was amazing! The Andy Warhol Museum was Amazing! The drive there took about 2 hours longer then expected, but we made it. And we ate at a really nice place I felt so chic. I felt like Carrie :) And our hotel room was fantastic. 4 star hotels are amazing. We also went to the dream cruise on Sat. That was a ton of fun. I found a $20 on the sidewalk I was very excited. We took mercedes with us. She is so damn cute and people were gushing all over her the whole night. Then I haven't really done anything the past 2 days. That was my whole plan. I should take more 4 day weekends off lol...only if i could. Yeah I dont want to go to school next week. That means even less time for a life... Oh well lets look at some pretty pics...

yeah I have a lot more but im sure these are enough for now...alrighty heres to working the next 6 days in a row alright! Adios~*